Title: Living Without You 2
Author: Becz
Rating: PG 13+
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[email protected]Set: After Gold, Before Possession and Nick and Zoe are engaged, it’s their wedding day!!
Maggie is driving home from the Hospital
Maggie(to herself): I can’t believe it took me all this time, it took a song before I realised I love him. Now he’s lying in ICU with only 50% chance of him surviving.
Maggie let a few tears slip down her cheek.
Suddenly she turned her car around and drove back to the hospital.
As she arrived, Maggie tried to stay out of sight. She didn’t want Zoe to see her and send her home, knowingthat she hadn’t made it home. As Maggie turned the last corner before PJ’s room, Zoe came up behind her.
Zoe: I thought I told you to go home.
Maggie: Oh my God, Zoe, you scared the hell out of me. Yes, I was on the way home but I had to come back and tell PJ something. Do you think he’ll hear me?
Zoe: Yes, even though he’s in a coma, he’ll hear you loud and clear. It may seem to him like a dream though.
Maggie: Thanks Zoe
Maggie entered PJ’s room and sat down on the bed where he was laying
Maggie (whispers to PJ): PJ, I don’t know if you can hear me or not, but I was here waiting for you to wake up and Zoe told me to go home, so as I was driving home, I heard a song being played on the radio. As I was listening to the words I couldn’t help but think of you. Maybe it’s a sign PJ, I know I don’t really believe in signs but maybe God had this all planned, maybe, just maybe you were supposed to be shot, maybe I was supposed to hear that song, but PJ I just had to tell you that I can’t imagine living life without you. We’ve been through so much together and if you leave me now, I don’t know what I’d do. You filled that hole that I had in my life before I met you. And I know what I said about us not being able to have a relationship but I can’t live without you PJ, we could make it work some how. I know we could. I love you PJ, I love you.
Maggie wiped away the tears that were now streaming down her face and got up off the bed. She headed towards the door but asshe stood in the doorway, Maggie looked around at PJ, just to see him looking so peaceful in that coma, but as she turned Maggie noticed his eyes starting to flicker open.
PJ: Mags
His voice was weak and just loud enough for Maggie to hear him
Maggie: I’m right here PJ, I’ll just get the doctor
PJ: Thanks Mags
Maggie ran out of the room and bumped into Zoe down the corridor
Zoe: What’s wrong Maggie
Maggie: He’s awake Zoe, he’s awake
Maggie had more tears streaming down her face, this time they were tears of happiness. She had more hope than ever now that PJ may survive.
PJ’s Room
Zoe (to PJ): Welcome back to the land of the living
Maggie left while Zoe checked PJ. She rang the station to tell them he was awake and will survive. While Maggie was talking to Tom, he said they thought they had the person who shot him. It was a Mr James Patterson. PJ and Maggie had put him away for murder a couple of years ago. He had escaped from jail. Maggie went back to PJ’s room to tell him the good news but found him fast asleep. Maggie found a note by his bed. It read
Mags,
I know we can make this relationship work. I love you too. Hope you like the poem for you.
As I look into your eyes
I see no disguise
You took my breath away
And made me want to stay
In your arms forever
I would never be the same
If you left me now
Let me know you love me
Hold me in your arms forever
You’re always in my heart
And if we ever part
Wait until we meet again
My love for you will never end
I want to spend my life by your side
And never part until we died
I want to melt in your arms
And for you to protect me from harm
Please hold me in your arms forever
Love for eva
PJ xxx
Maggie went home that night knowing her future with PJ would be happy. She fell asleep that night with happy dreams of her and PJ together, finally.
Maggie was only able to visit PJ before and after work, but she offered to get the lunches for the few days PJ was in hospital so Maggie could visit him.
Maggie took PJ home three days later but took the next week off to look after him, as Zoe had instructed someone to look after him. Maggie happily offered. They decided to keep their relationship a secret for the time being. They would tell the others when they were ready.
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